Otep.

God.

Ah, fuck off. I am bored.

How many keys are on your keychain? Ummm.... more than five.
What curse word do you use the most? Fuck, I guess.
Do you own an iPod? Yeah.
Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most? Mari.
What time is your alarm clock set for? 6:00 am.
How many suitcases do you own? None.
Do you wear flip-flops even when it's cold outside? Nah.
Where do you buy your groceries from? I don't.
Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? Take picture!
What was the last movie you watched? Uh... I started to watch Truth About Cats & Dogs.
Do any of your friends have children? No.
If you won the lottery, what's the first thing you would buy? A house.
Has anyone ever called you lazy? Yes and more.
Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? Tylenol. Kolin.
What CD is currently in your CD player? No CD player. :(
Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? Chocooolate.
Has anyone told you a secret this week? Not that I am aware of.
When was the last time someone hit on you? Uhhh... I dunno.
What did you have for dinner? Lasaaagna.
Do you wear hoodies often? Fuck yeah.
Can you whistle? Yes.
Have you ever participated in a protest? Uh, I think I started one, yes.
Who was the last person to call you? Julian.
What is your favorite ride at an amusement park? I dunno. Pirates of the Caribbean.
Do you think people talk about you behind your back? Probably, yes.
What area code are you in right now? 909
Did you watch cartoons as a child? Fuck yes.
How big is your local mall? Uhh... Ontario's mall is bigger than the closest mall from my home.
How many siblings do you have? 2 biological and three halves.
Are you shy around the opposite sex? Yep.
What is your biggest regret? I dunno.
Have you ever had Jamba Juice? No?
When was the last time you laughed so hard your sides hurt? Hmmm. Last week.
What movie do you know every line to? There ain't none, son.
Do you own any band t-shirts? Yeah.
When was your last plane ride? Ha. Back in 2001.
How many chairs are at your dining room table? At home? Um... five.
What is your favorite salad dressing? Raaanch.
Do you read for fun? Sure.
Can you speak any languages other than English? Si.
Do you do your own dishes? Sometimes. Other times I do yours, lazyass.
What color is your bedroom painted? Blah.
Have you ever cried in public? Yeah.
Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop? Desktop.
Which do you make: wishes or plans? Plans.
Are you always trying to learn new things? I TRY.
Do you shower on a daily basis? Yeah.
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? Fuck yeah. Always, everyday.
Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date? No.
Can you skip rocks? Maybe.
Have you ever been to Jamaica? Nooo.
What to snack on at the movie theatres? POPCORN.
Who was your favorite teacher? Mr. Andrews.

Have you ever dated someone out of your race? Heh. "Race."

What is the weather like? Right now? Hot as fucking hell.
Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos? Fuck no. Uh, no. I mean... Yesssss. :)
Do you have an online journal? Yah.
What was your favorite class in high school? I dunno. English.
Do you enjoy traveling via airplanes? Don't care.
What personality trait is a must-have in the opposite sex? Humor.
Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive? Have I done this before?
When was the last time you slept on the floor? Been a while.
What is your favorite alcoholic drink? I have two. Smirnoff and Jack D.
Does your closest Starbucks have a drive-thru? No.
Do you like your living arrangement? No!
What is your mother's hometown? Who fucking cares.
How many hours of sleep do you need to function? 9. Maybe 15.
Do you eat breakfast daily? Nah.
What was the last thing to scare you? Noises at night.
Are your days full and fast-paced? Not so much.
Did you ever get in trouble for talking in class? Yeah. A couple of times.
What is your favorite fruit? Asian pears are good.
Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages? Yeah. I still eat the food anyway.
How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 24. Fuuuck.
Are you picky about spelling and grammar? Very. But I still suck.
Do you believe in life on other planets? Sure. Why the fuck not.
Have you ever been to Six Flags? Yeah. Haha. They are selling. Bastards.
Who was the last person to piss you off? Me.
Do you believe that God has a gender? Nope. But I see him as a man. 'Cause.
What was the last thing you ate? Lasaaagna.
Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex? With good people.
What did you dress up as for your first Halloween? I dunno. Either a clown or a witch. Bunny?
How did your parents pick your name? Nooo idea. Glad Dad did, though.
Do you like mustard? Nah.
What do you tell yourself when times get hard? "Just fucking do it." Or "Ah, fuck it."
Would you ever sky dive? Nah.
Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back? All over.
What character from a movie most reminds you of yourself? I dunno anymore.
Have you ever bid for something on ebay? No.
What do you think of Angelina Jolie being pregnant? Who fucking caaaaares.
Do you enjoy giving hugs? Depends.
Would you consider yourself to be fashionable? No.
Do you own a digital camera? I use one.
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Yeah. I've done this one before. BLAH! FUCK IT.
What celebrities have you been compared to?
Who is your favorite Star Wars character?
Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do?
What books, if any, have made you cry?
Do you think you're attractive?
What are you allergic to?
Are you a jealous person?
What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
Do you ever feel guilty after eating meat?
If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name have been?
Did you ever celebrate "Pi Day" in school?

Yeah, I'll stop there.

Santa Muerte.

The growing devotion to St. Death among the humble "shows an enormous
disappointment with the establishment and with justice in Mexico. The people
know there is no protection for the poor," Aridjis said. "It also shows
alienation with the Catholic Church. People are fed up with going to church and
being told what to do: 'Sit down, kneel, stand up.' Then they get asked to give
money and get nothing back."

I took my brother to Cannataro's (his first, my second) for dinner. I wanted to break my first debit card. Yey. Food was good. Of course.

For you.

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Teddy is about the only nickname that I call you often. But I refer to you as Kolin always. Whyy? 'Cause I looove you. You mentioned "Teddy Bear" and I loved it. So it stuck since then. Then there's "honey." lol

2. How long have you known me? Three years isn't enough. I agree.

3. When and how did we first meet? I'd say around May of '03. We met through our virtual hang out. Like you have said before, you invaded my territory. I tripped you. You said "Oi. Bum." I think I smiled. lol And the rest has brought us to Now.

4. What was your first impression? I thought you were adorable and sweet and funny and every other great etc., but being me, I also thought, "What does he really want?" I eventually warmed up to you. It wasn't easy accepting your love, but you must have done something right because... here we are. Stronger than before, but equally fragile.

5. Do you still think that way about me now? And then some, motherfucker.

6. What do you think my weakness is? Depending. Mostly me.

7. Do you think I'll ever get married? Oh yeah. Sure. No doubt. When you build up the courage to ask me to marry you. :P

8. What makes me happy? Meeee. And music, tattoos, me, me, you thinking of me, anything arts-y/creative, aaaand etc. Mostly me. lol

9. What makes me sad? Losing me. Letting me down. Anything that is negative towards me. I may sound narcissistic, but it's what I hear from you.

10. What reminds you of me? Anything and everything I come across. Walks, breeze, music, art, books, green. I am always thinking about you.

11. If you could give me anything, what would it be? Whatever you wanted. As long as it was legal. And if not... depends. lol Anything! I love you.

12. How well do you know me? You know me more than I know myself! You never forget what I say.

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? At first, "I love you" was hard to say. Now it's easy! And now when I want to tell you something, but I can't... I usually come around sooner than before.

14. Do you think I could kill someone? Ohhh yeah. Unless I asked you not to. Then, maybe.

15. Describe me in one word. AmazingwonderfulcaringincredibleBEAUTIFULloving. It's a word to me.

16. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same? "We're still growing." Fuck yeah. I love it.

17. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? For sure. You listen to every detail I mention. So I have to be careful about what I say to you. I'm just sorry I can't be attentive as you are when it comes to listening.

18. Are you going to put this on your live journal OR Blog and see what I say about you? It's been done. :)

Bored.

1. Are u wearing a necklace? I took those off. It's HOT in here.

2. Does your computer have a mouse? Mine does, it's a ladybug. Bill's does too. WHO'S DOESN'T?

3. Who are the main people you talk to at work? At school: me. At the gym: the members. Anywhere else: Bill or Sandy.

4. Do you like school? I never did like it. But I like learning.

5. What color is your shirt? Pink.

6. How many bedrooms do you have in your house? Where I live? Two.

7. What song are you listening to? Hold on. Okay, Nightfall by Paulson. I like that song.

8. What was the last mall you've been to? Uhhhhhhh... *thinks* Montclair Plaza. Yeah.

9. Are you alone? In this room, yes. I hate it. I want to be with him instead.

10. Do you have any older siblings? Only half siblings. Other than that, I am the eldest.

11. What is the last thing you ate? Um... some grilled BLT cheese thing Sandy made for dinner.

12. Who was the last person to come over to your house? "Your house." Blah. Um... no one has. 'Cept Sinthya back in November. Or Dad last week.

13.Who was the last person to call you? Kolin. :D I was so fucking happy.

14. Who was the last person who texted you? Kolin. :)

15. What time is it? 9:59 PM

16. What should you be doing? Talking to Kolin. Or sleeping.

17. Who is the last person you IMed? Kolin.

18. Did you go out to eat yesterday? Yeah. Japanese food.

19. What are you thinking about right now? "Where's Kolin?" Goddamnit, I miss him.

20. What color are your pants? Black.

21. What color is your keyboard? Mine is grey. This one is black.

22. What do you feel like eating/drinking? Nothing.

23. Are you in college? NO.

24. What is the last word you wrote? NO!

25. Are you bored? I am tired and sad.

26. How many teeth do you have? The fuck if I know.

28. Do you wear glasses? Nope.

29. What color are your shoes? My shoes are pink. But I mostly have black.

31. Last thing you drank? Waaater.

34. Who do you love? Kolin.

35. What are you doing right now? Trying to keep sane.

37. What are you looking at now? This text.

38: What's the last word you wrote? Are you fucking kidding me?

39. Do you have lip gloss on? Not right now.

40. Do you have eyeliner on? Nah.

41. Did u realize there was no question number 36? No. I am too tired.

42. Do you have a cut on your pointer finger? On my right hand.

43. Where is your cell phone? In my bag.

44. Do you have any friends named robby? No. But I do know a Robbie.

46. Do you have any friends named nikki? I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS. No.

47. Are you afraid of the dark? No.

48. Did you used to watch "Are you afraid of the dark"? Yep. Show rocked.

49. Do you like someone right now? I'm in love.

50. What size shoe are you? 8.5 it seems now. Sheesh.

*~

Where were you when it turned 2006?
I was at Sandy's.

How did you get the idea for your LJ name?
I don't have one of those.

What song are you listening to right now?
Wake Up Call by Hawthorne Heights.

Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?
Um... I don't remember.

What color underwear are you wearing?
HA! Uhhh... red with black polkadots. Ladybug.

Do you own a iPod?
Yes.

What did you do this morning?
I worked at school.

What does your dad do for a living?
He works with wire.

Where do you work?
I work at a school and at a woman's gym. And at Sandy's house. Shamrock Landscaping.

What are the last two digits of your phone number?
65

What was the last concert you attended?
Hmm. The City of Champions tour.

Who was with you?
Sin, Mari, and Julian.

What was the last movie you watched?
Uhhhhhhhhh... completely watched? I dunno.

What do you dislike at the moment?
Being this far from Kolin.

What food do you crave right now?
Nooooooooothing.

Did you dream last night?
Yeah.

What was the last TV show you watched?
Uh... Saved by the Bell this morning.

What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
Hmm. My marcasite ring.

Name someone on your Top 8(on myspace) who is just like you?
Kolin is not up there. HE SHOULD BE.

What was the last thing you ate?
Something Sandy made.

Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
I don't have any BFs. Kolin's been the closest one I could have as a friend. He just happens to be more.

Who last messaged you?
Kolin.

Are you on any medication?
No.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Anywhere I feels like it, bizz.

What color shirt are you wearing?
GOD. Pink.

What color is your razor?
PINK!

What is your favorite frozen treat?
Anything chocolate.

How many piercings do you have?
Just two. 4Gs :D

What's your favorite store?
Don't really have one.

Are you thirsty right now?
I just drank water. So, not as much.

Can you imagine yourself ever getting married?
I picture it, yes.

Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss?
I MISS KOLIN! But I've never seen him. In person.

What did you do last night?
I slept.

Do you care what people think about you?
It depends. On my mood.

Have you ever done something to instigate trouble?
With Mother, always.

Do you like your nose?
I don't care for it.

What color is your bedroom?
I don't have a room. White.

When was the last time you worked out?
Tuesday. Tomorrow! I will get to work out. And Saturday.

What are your font colors on AIM?
Dark grey.

Are you an aggressive driver?
I DON'T DRIVE!!

Who is your cell phone carrier?
Cingular.

What is the thing that you would most like to change about yourself?
Thing? Hahaha. There's a lot. But Kolin seems to like me like this, so... oh well.

What color is your car?
Grrrr.

What do you smell like right now?
A bunch of different body sprays.

Do you like mustard?
Nah.

What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
You don't want to know.

Would you ever sky dive?
Maybe. Not.

Do you sleep on your side, tummy or back?
Side or "tummy."

What character from a movie most reminds you of yourself?
I dunno.

Have you ever bid for something on eBay?
NO.

Do you enjoy giving hugs?
:( Koliiiin.

Would you consider yourself to be fashionable?
Nein.

Do you own a digital camera?
I use one, yes.

What celebrities have you been compared to?
HA.

Who is your favorite Star Wars character?
Yoda talks funny.

Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do?
It depends.

What books, if any, have made you cry?
Haha. A few.

What are you allergic to?
Everything. Mostly dust. And the sun.

Are you a jealous person?
I can be. Depending on the situation. You'll think this is stupid, but I can't even listen to Forty-six & 2 by Tool because of that chick and Kolin. Everytime that song comes up, I picture that and I quickly change it. Drives me insane because it's a GOOD song.

Do you ever feel guilty after eating meat?
No. I usually feel guilty after EATING.

If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name be?
Hmm. If it were up to me: Atticus. My parents? Uhh... Something stupid.

Do you like bluegrass?
Heck yais.

Do you ever worry that you might one day go apeshit and eat someone?
Not eat. But kill.

When you see a rubberband on the sidewalk, do you pick it up?
Nah.

Do you like okra?
WTF is that?

*~

Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
No cheating!!


How am I feeling today?:
The Hollow.

Will I get far in life?
My Confession.

How do my friends see me?:
Selfmade.

Where will I get Married?
Crimes.

What is my best friend's theme song?
Possession.

What is the story of my life?
Heaven Beside You.

What is/was highschool like?:
Man In The Box.

How can I get ahead in life?:
The Patient.

What is the best thing about me?:
Again.

How is today going to be?:
High Speed.

What's in store for this weekend?:
Again I Go Unnoticed.

What song describes my parents?:
Judith.

My grandparents?:
Flood.

How is my life going?:
Parachutes.

What song will they play at my funeral?:
Numb.

How does the world see me?:
Disgustipated.

Will I have a happy life?:
Ticks and Leeches.

What do my friends really think of me?:
Pet.

Do people secretly lust after me?
WARHEAD.

How can I make myself happy?:
Hooks And Splinters. (haaawt)

What should I do with my life?:
The Good Fight.

Will I ever have children?:
Voices.

What is some good advice for me?:
Forty-six & 2. (meh)

What is my signature dancing song?:
Thinking of you.

What do I think my current theme song is?:
Screaming Infidelities.

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
A River Of Plagues.

What type of men/women do you like?:
House of Secrets.

What will you be when you grow up?
Fear.

*~

1. First thing you did this morning? Woke up and watched Saved by the Bell.

2. Last thing you ate? Sandy's dinner.

3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap? Yah.

4. What's something you look forward to most in the next 4 months? *sigh*

5. What's annoying you right now? Not being able to talk to Kolin.

6. What's the last movie you saw? *shrugs*

7. Do you believe in long distance relationships? Ha.

8. When was the last time it rained? Last week.

9. Is there someone you miss? Kolin. Always!

10. Who was the last person you texted? Kolin.

11. Who was the last person of the opposite sex that you called? Bill.

12. Song that sums up your life? Jane by BF5.

13. What are a few things you wish you were better at? I wish I were better with stress.

14. If you could be anywhere this second, where would it be? In Florida with Kolin.

15. Memory from 5th grade? Uhhh... bad stuff.

16. Latest addiction? Kolin's been getting into me hardcore.

17. Have you ever had the urge to kill someone? Of course.

18. How many people would you say are interested in you? One. The rest don't matter.

19. What do you love doing? Talking to Kolin.

20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily? I KNOW he does.

21. Who was the last person you saw? Um... Mari.

~*

1) When was the last time you went to the bathroom outside?
HA. Yeeeeears and yeeeears ago.

2. Last time you saw your parents?:
Dad, last week. Mom, October.

3) Which family member do you most resemble?:
Sadly, my mom.

4.Do you own your own Bible?:
I have a few around.

5) Do you wear deodorant?:
Nah. I love to reek.

6) Do you clean up nice?:
What do you think?

7) When was the last time you tripped and fell?
Hmm. Been a while.

8) Where was the last place you slept besides your home?:
Sandy's.

9) What are you listening to right now?
Tool.

10) Have you ever started an uncontrollable fire?:
Nein.

11) Ever run out of gas on the road?:
NO.

12) Would you rather cut the grass or rake the leaves?:
Neither. But... cut grass.

13) Your middle name spelled backwards:
NO. I don't have one.

14) What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:
Some pictures.

15) Last time you swam in a pool?
HAAAHAHA. Years.

16) Have you ever been in a school play?:
Yah.

17) How many kids do you want?:
Not a lot. Maybe just one.

18) Type of music you dislike most?:
Shitty.

19) You registered to vote?:
Yeh.

20) You have cable?:
Sort of.

21) Ever prank call anybody?:
Yeah.

23) Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:
So sick of this one.

24) Do you have a garden?:
No.

25) What's your favorite comic?:
My old favorite was PVP Online.

26) Bath or Shower:
Shower.

27) Best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?:
Uhhh... I dunno.

28) Best pizza topping?:
CHEEESE.

29) Peanuts or popcorn?:
Popcorn. CHEEESE.

30) Have you ever smoked?:
Once. When I was 5.

31) Orange Juice or apple juice?:
Arrrrgh. Let's go with apple.

32) Chocolate Bar?:
HERSHEY'S. Among others.

33) When was the last time you voted at the polls?:
Last persidential election.

34) When was the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Haaw. No.

35) Are you a good kisser?:
I wouldn't know! You'd have to ask DeeDee and Lucy.

36) Ever order anything from an infomercial?:
Noooo.
37) Sprite or 7-Up?:
Water.

38) Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work/school?:
Yessss.

39) Ever thrown up in public?:
I don't remember.

40) Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?:
I already have love. SHOW ME THE FUCKING MONEY.

41) Do you believe in love at first sight?:
Nope. Wait a while.

42) Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?:
Hmmm. Oh yeah. Sin. When she had her baby.

44) What do you think about most?:
I think about Kolin and everything that has to do with him and us.

45) Favorite form of travel?:
Walking. Flying is cool, too.

46) If you could have one magical power what would it be?
I'd love to be able to fly.

47) Who was the last person of the opposite sex to sleep in your bed?
Ha. Maybe Julian when we were way younger.

~*

1. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the face of the Earth?
The biggest asshole in the world can take that fall. Whoever that is.

2. How do you flush the toilet in public?
Oh jeeeze. Just wash your fucking hands, people. Hardcore.

3. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
Yes. It's a habbit of mine.

4. Do you have a crush on someone?
I'm in looove with someone.

5. Name one thing that you start to get tense about if you are close to running out of it.
Umm... I dunno. I hate running out of gel. And IMPORTANT girl stuff. But not tense about it.

6. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble?
ME DUNNO.

7. What is your favorite pizza topping?
Deja vu? I like CHEESE.

9. Do you crack your knuckles?
Yeah. The custodian looked at me today and said, "Don't do that. You're gonna pay for it later." HAAW. Yeah.

10. What song do you hate the most when it gets stuck in your head?
I dunno.

11. Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head?
No.

12. What are your super powers?
Kolin knows.

13. Peppermint or spearmint?
Peppermint. :D

14. Where are your car keys?
I DON'T HAVE ANY!!!

15. Whose answers to this questionnaire do you want to hear?
Hear? How? Read, ass. And Kolin, of course.

16. What's your most annoying habit?
Uhhh... I dunno. I have quite some.

17. Where did you last go on vacation?
What? Where? Mexico? AH! Be more clear.

18. If you could punch one person in the nose and get away with it, who would it be?
David. That would be sooo fucking sweet.

19. What is your best physical feature?
Um... eyes.

20. What CD is closest to you right now?
One of Bill's 70s mix.

21. What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator?
Always? Water, ketchup, and some type of sandwich meat.

22. What superstition do you believe/practice?
Not much. I believe in NOT getting someone's name tattooed on you.

23. What color are your bed sheets?
White and burgundy.

24. Would you rather be a fish or a bird:
Bird. I wanna fly

25. Do you talk on your cell phone when you drive?
I don't drive.

26. What are your favorite sayings?
I say "Blah, I can't talk." a LOT.

27. What song(s) do you sing most often in the shower?
Anything that's currently playing.

28. If you could go back or forward in time, where would you go?
Anytime where I'd be with Kolin is good enough for me.

29. What is your favorite Harrison Ford movie?
UHHHHH...

30. What CD is in your stereo?
Some Three Days Grace mix, I think. I dunno, Mari was listening to it.

31. What CD will be in your stereo in a few minutes?
IT'S NOT HERE! Fucker.

32. How many kids do you plan on having?
Maybe just one? Heh. I dunno. I don't want more than 2.

33. Who will be the next person you kiss?
Kolin. First, next, and last.

34. Would you really want to kiss someone you didn't know, even if they are famous?
Naaaah.

35. What do you do when no one is watching?
Probably pick my nose. Or... I dunno, sit around.

36. If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would be the best for the part?
I dunno. Not a lot of chubbies in Hollyweird.

37. Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep?
Peacefully. God. I am not an attention seeker.

38. Have you ever started to fill out a survey on Myspace and realized it was so stupid half way through?
Sure!

39. coffee or tea?
Uhhh... Raspberry ice tea.

40. Favorite musician(s)/bands you've seen in concert?
APC, TJT, TOUK, BM.

42. Do you talk to yourself?
A lot.

43. What kind of car/truck do you have?
NONE!