*yawn*

I am exhausted. You know that kind of tired, dry feeling your eyes get after a long day? Or after crying for hours? I have that. Only I haven't been crying. I am just sooo fucking tired.

I will be going home soon.

Blah. I wanted to write something, but I am waaay too sleepy.

And now the news.

Area man charged with bestiality

A 44-year-old Saginaw man remains jailed today on charges of bestiality after he was seen engaged in sexual acts with a dead dog, Michigan State Police troopers said. MORE

Skull scandal 'disgusts' Germany

BERLIN, Germany (CNN) -- German Chancellor Angela Merkel on Wednesday called photos of German soldiers in Afghanistan playing with a skull "shocking and disgusting," and Defense Minister Franz Josef Jung said those involved will be dealt with harshly. MORE

Prank turns tragic, cart breaks woman's neck

PASADENA, Calif. - A shopping cart that had been hoisted atop a supermarket flagpole by pranksters fell on a store employee and broke her neck. MORE

USC student accused of murdering her baby

Michael Lee Walker, a homeless man picking through a dumpster near Ashcroft’s Los Angeles apartment last year, found the baby in a box covered with layers of tape. MORE

GrrrrrAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

http://dailyrotten.com/

Extra anus kills four-legged chick

The Te Uku-bred Barnevelder chick - hatched at Marlene Dickey's property at the start of last month - has died. MORE

Awww. So cute, it was.

From the MySpace blog.

10 days tomorrow.
Current mood: restless
Category: Life


Kolin had mentioned that October would probably be the longest month because of the anticipation of us meeting after 3+ plus years of knowing each other.

ZZZZ! WRONG!

This month went by fucking fast to me. Way too fast. I didn't even realize that he was going to be here next week until yesterday. When I saw my calendar. BOOM. It hit me. My mind started to scramble. Have I done this! I can't forget to do that! I still HAVE to book the HOTEL ROOM! Ahhh, God. I better get this all done.

But I am not as nervous as many think I would be. Sandy is more nervous than I am. She tells me everyday.

I have planned a few things to do. The first night he gets here, Kolin and I are going to have dinner at the Iron Skillet. Saturday, I am going to take him to eat breakfast at Molly's, check out the Ontario Mills, and then that night we are going to have a dinner and a show over at the Improv. Pablo Francisco. Oh yeeeah. On the 10th, Sandy, Bill, Mari, Kolin and me are going to visit Palm Springs. Stay a night there, head out to this huge flea market (300 vendors or so) and check it out. Just something to do.

In between? I don't know yet. I think most things will be spontaneous.

NEXT WEEK.

Anyway. Julian asked me today if I wanted to go see Bullet For My Valentine with him tomorrow. I doubt I am going (don't really care since I have other shit on m mind). He said that if his buddy didn't go with him and he would take me since he doesn't want to go alone. I checked out the other bands that are in the bill and I am not too impressed with their music. *shrugs*

He and I got in a discussion/argument today while we were at the laundromat. I don't know how we started talking about me moving out, but he was being very unsupportive. Negative, if you will. I stood up for myself this time. He believes that me meeting Kolin is dumb. He believes that me wanting to move in with Kolin is dumb AND a mistake. I told him that I am 23 years old now and that he wasn't going to stop me. I don't care anymore. Then he asked me if Dad knew. About Kolin, yes. About Kolin coming over? Nope. I told Julian that it was none of my father's business. NO ONE'S business. He mentioned about all the times that I have told my father about his business?

Me: What kind of business?
Him: About me drinking-
Me: Well, that was a PROBLEM. He needed to know.
Him: Then you have a problem too.
Me: What. Wanting to meet my boyfriend? That is not a problem.
Him: Yes it is.

We went back and forth for a while. He said that he was going to tell Dad. "Go ahead! It's none of his business. He or YOU can't stop me anyway. So, do it." I was going to tell Dad anyway.

Whatever. He and I cooled off after a while. We got over it. I am right. No one can stop me from wanting to do what I want to do.

BEST HAT EVER.

I saw this when I went to this Halloween "outlet" store today and found THIS hat. I wanted to get it but it was $25. It's only $20 at Amazon, but I am going to wait until next month to get it.

That hat is haaawt.